Monotony is optional.
Resentment toward the daily grind negatively influences every aspect of life. Whatever happened to the kid who wanted to change the world? Dreams are sacrificed because of the boundaries which we place on ourselves. A robotic mindset executing obligations constantly is a recipe for disaster. Happiness is contingent on having a fulfilling sense of purpose.
The solution ...
Start defining yourself through your strengths instead of the obvious limitations. Conquer the fears that are unfairly restricting your potential. Find a clear pathway to reinvent yourself with a gratifying career on your terms. Be who you are meant to be and not what you were made to be. Own your future.